You PMS like a bitch I would know.......

So overload on the brain..... VENT!
First of all... if you are in a position of authority over me, and you send me an email that the first line reads "not to be snotty".... I do take it snotty.... I also think that your bitchy... and rude... and multiple other issues that I don't wanna get into..... I realize that as even my chose Internet name implies, I enjoy the chaos that life has to offer. I am one of the few humans that actually enjoys the chaos... I can live within the chaos, or I can chose to reign it in... I relish my own personal chaos. I enjoy being the one that people come to when the chaos gets over their head. I thrive in the chaos....

Second, to the financially in charge people.... HOW THE fuck are you expecting to EVER make money, when you have account managers who have NO CLUE what the fuck they are supposed to do!
I realize that I do not know very much about running a business.... but I do know a little bit about life... and you can't have both of your feet, on different pages.... it all gotta work together....
The whole work situation...STINKS! I am seriously starting to feel really good about the whole star trek utopia thing.. do what you love, we'll take care of the rest.... Money always seems to be the root of all the evils, not enough... and you feel like shit, and try everything you can to get more of it... Too much of it, and you have no clue what to do with it! Just like in the rest of life, THERE IS NO MIDDLE GROUND!!!!! Somehow I had this impression that throwing all of my thoughts and random bullshit out there, would somehow make me feel better.
In the long run I feel the same, except now a few people think I am nuts, and somewhere some little red light went off next to my name in a deep dark hole in the ground the government doesn't think we all know about. Face it: the only way it could be worse is if I went to the library and rented catcher in the rye and a bomb making book LOL.....

Everyone always has a breaking point. I was hopefully that this year would get better, which given the state of last year... really shouldn't be that hard to achieve.....
We have a court date for the 25th of January for the cho mo case... and please don't forget, if you live in the Colorado area, I am more than happy to send the address off to you, I cannot post it up here due to the whole slander/libel thing. I can however email my close personal friends all the info that they need, want, and can handle, on keeping this particular piece of shit away from you and anyone else that you love.

On a slightly newer note, I have declared myself a demonologist! After watching a multitude of re-tarded badly made -B- list movies.... I have determined that not only should my ministers licence allow me to marry you, but it should also allow me to exorcise demons from your home for INSANE prices.... all voluntary donations, of course..... And if you'd like I can provide a notarized letter stating that I have preformed the exorcism.... and declaring the home ghost and demon free.... Good idea?? Anyone... any bites.... Do I seriously have to send my children and dogs to make noises in the middle of the night....

What about mildly insane prices?? What if I work it off in trade... awww fuck.... somethings gotta give....


"An angel clipped my wings, from the back of a broken dream, so they'll probably never break my fall again." Flogging Molly, On the back of a broken dream.....